hello.hais ):
watch th 9 oclock show
damn sad bodohs
i very scared th girl is denise
th girl who died in th show.
it was damn tragic
pictures flashed through my mind
th girl lying on th patch of grass was denise
that was wht i thought.
thn i cried.
i mean. tears just flowed down. i really dont knw why
i think i really really like her nw ):
i dno.
hais. im afraid.
afraid of facing reality.
afraid i cant give her happiness
afraid i cant protect her
afraid i can do nothing when she is down
afraid i will be the useless guy when she needs help
but i cant be afraid. i need her. i wan her. i love her.
hais.